c'mon arie, give me gud news.. :)

Oh my goodness... I wanna know.. I wanna know.. C'mon arie.. Let me know.. The clock is ticking away.. I wanna know.. My heart pumps real fast. I can't think as if what goes on my mind are all disappearing. Jeez.. 1, 2, 3.. Still.. No answer yet.. :( I sat down on my bed.. Thinking.. What actually do I want? What do I hope for the answer? A YES or A NO? Oh my god!! What if it's A YES? What if it's A NO? My mind are swirling around as if I regret for ever asking it..!! @.@ but still.. Sooner or later, I MUST KNOW!

I'm so confused with myself. I just don't know what to do.
Help me!!